Edelweiss
1.Scars along my wrists
Bled in someone’s heart,
No cuts any more,
Now I bleed through art.
2.Tried to break an arm
Just to ease the pain,
But the bruises showed
Mostly on my brain.
3.Drooling shadows come,
Closing in on me,
But they can’t surpass
My immunity.
4.Flowers on my wrists
Blossomed in my heart,
White petals on cliffs
Glowing in the dark.
It's a long time since I advertised my fanfiction because it's a long time since I've written any new piece. Life has been hectic and inspiration has been low.
But inspiration struck at just the right moment and I want to present to you my latest fanfiction, "Somewhere Around Nothing".
Somewhere Around Nothing is an alternate ending to the last chapter of "Foundation and Empire", Book 2 of Isaac Asimov's famous Foundation Series.
What would have happened if the Mule hadn't made the grave mistake which ultimately led to his downfall?
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Lana
1.If I could break in without any sound,
Would you be jealous or would you be proud?
And if you found out that my sins abound,
Yet my sleep is dreamless, deep and profound?
2.If you knew I’m a compulsive liar,
Would you back off, would you be on fire?
If breaking the law is my desire
And your eyes act as an amplifier?
3.If I could kill and lead all astray,
Continue living in the light of day,
Would you be judgmental, what would you say?
Would you come closer or drive me away?
4.I don’t like people, I hide in the sky,
My heart is soaking wet, my eyes are dry,
Your face in the crowd makes me blush and sigh,
I expect nothing, let’s give it a try.Distractions
1.I want no health, money or love,
No place in any Heaven above,
No found family or group of friends,
That’s where any sense of self ends.
2.I want no exotic beaches and hourglass body,
Six packs would do if I’m feeling naughty,
No fancy job or costly city breaks
In far off countries shaken by earthquakes.
3.No yoga rooms or therapy,
Coaches preaching about clarity;
There’s one thing I want, one thing I chase,
Never to work in an open space.Antisocial
1.Don’t make children, they will hold onto your legs,
Throw you in competitions to see who begs,
Tie you by your weakened arms
And leave you greyed out, depleted of charms.
2.Don’t make children, they are exchange nowadays,
For them to see who endures love and who pays;
In wealth they’ll be free of pain,
If unobtainable always abstain.
3.Don’t make children, they’ll make you blackmailable,
For the darkest deeds always available;
Not until you learn to see
All humans on Earth deserve to be free.Here I go again
1.Here I go again,
Every now and then,
Let my heart be torn,
Do I never learn?
2.Here I go again,
Until God knows when,
Opened up a door
And fell through the floor.
3.Here I go my dear,
How am I still here?
Thought my heart was dead,
Look, another shred!
4.Here I go again,
Cared too much God damn,
Get out of my way,
I fall hard today.
Kalgan crush
“Hey girl, what’s up? You’re so out of reach,
Smiling to yourself on the Kalgan beach!”
“Oh girl, you scared me! Welcome to town!
When you approach me try making a sound!”
“Girl, never mind, I could blow a horn,
You never hear stuff when your heart is torn.”
“Say that again? Don’t know what you mean.
Told you my X is the last boy I’ve seen.”
“Seeing is one thing, you’re dreaming awake,
I’ve seen those eyes, also the heartbreak.
I’m not a savior, I’m just your friend
And hate to witness an other sad end.”
“Girl, you read me, I’m an open book,
And you are impatient to hear the hook.”
“C’mon, spill the beans, don’t make me repeat,
Name, address, number, I’ll know who to beat.”
“Oh, all these things, wish I knew myself.
He’s not from this world: alien or elf.
Only saw him once on the Kalgan beach,
Wanted to say hi, but then lost my speech;
Tried to stand up, follow him around,
I fell back on the sand, my legs went numb.”
“Lord this is bad, have mercy on her!
Such a good girl, but her mind is a blur.”
“Wait, I’m not done, don’t make fun just yet!
You’ll fall just by listening, c’mon, wanna bet?
His eyes, girl, his eyes, never saw such thing!
They hid a dream in a dream in a dream,
They outshined by far the bland Kalgan sun,
It’s my heart they burnt, my soul they won.
He swayed so lightly, when he walked he danced,
Like a jester with a heartbreaker stance.
His hair was dark blonde or light brown or black,
Already forgot, how odd, what the heck?
What hit me most was his slender body,
Looking so frail, acting so naughty!”
“Girl, I don’t know, he sounds off to me,
Why do you fall for the first creep you see?
What if he’s a thief, or a drug dealer?”
“Naah, chill out, he’s just a heart killer.”
“You seem so convinced, I trust your gut,
If you see him again, just ask him out!
And if he does anything to you
I swear to God it’s the last thing he’ll do.
Wait, news alert on my phone, what the hell?
It can’t be, it reads that Kalgan just fell!”