Nothing like female jealousy

 Old hog’s jealousy

 

1.Keep away from those women so mean,

They never cease to say you are too thin;

As if turning into a whale

Would bring back their failed fairy tale.

 

2.Keep away from those women so mad,

They constantly persuade you to feel sad;

She did not call you to have fun,

But to feed on your inner sun.

 

3.Stay away child, she’s become a witch,

Poisonous, now that men are out of reach;

You have done nothing wrong, you see,

She is just numbed by jealousy.

Come and then go

 Stuck between a burger and a vodka II

 

1.They all come and go,

But no one stays too long

And that’s ok;

Replace sun with snow,

A poem with a song,

It’s just the way.

 

2.They all come and go,

No one can stand us much,

What can I say;

On the radio

And neither right, nor wrong,

News of the day.

 

3.They all come and go,

It’s time to hit the road,

Come on, who’s next?

Need help with packing, bro?

Your time will come again,

Do not feel vexed.

Keep looking

 Copycats

 

1.Copycats, copycats,

What can one do?

Acting out like

I’m a mirror to you?

But when I’m the fire,

You’re just a spark,

Go to bed kids,

It’s getting dark.

 

2.Copycats, copycats,

What can one say?

Only mumbling

When I look away?

But when you’re the fire,

I’m already ash,

Be a good kid,

Take out the trash.

 

3.Copycats, copycats,

They’re everywhere

And only talking

When I’m not there!

I’m in the future,

Ahead of your time,

If you want to copy

Sit down and rewind.

Résumé

 Exhaustion

 

1.A thousand strangers broke my heart

Since way back when,

A thousand times I stitched it back;

It bleeds again.

 

2.A thousand storms tore down my house,

Again it burnt,

Reached out for help and all looked down

And then I learned.

 

3.A thousand times I built a wall

And stayed inside,

But silly me, let someone in

And spoke my mind.

 

4.A thousand lives in thirty years,

Seen lots of stuff,

Yet everything I know so far

Is not enough.

Damage is done

 PTSD

 

1.Why do I cry towards the sky,

If I could, would I even try?

If I could reach out to my dreams

Would I drop all the heavy things?

 

2.And will I ever open up?

My lips are sealed, had too much stuff,

I want to see, the lights are shut,

Wish I could speak, my tongue is cut.

 

3.I hear it takes some time to heal,

Until your heart is made of steel,

Until your skin rejects each touch,

I think I may have healed too much.

 

4.Stop insisting, I can’t do it!

And it’s more comfortable to quit;

I’m still outnumbered by my fears,

Will spend my life counting down years.

Class wars in misery

 Envy

 

Don’t hurry up to control my mind,

I don’t work for you, I got money, I got time.

 

I don’t mind the price when I buy wine,

Don’t stare like that, I got money, I got time.

 

Books and baseball bats are intertwined,

Waiting for the moment, I got money, I got time.

 

I count money, bitches lose their minds,

I don’t work for you, I got money, I got time.

Tattoos over scars

 Edelweiss

 

1.Scars along my wrists

Bled in someone’s heart,

No cuts any more,

Now I bleed through art.

 

2.Tried to break an arm

Just to ease the pain,

But the bruises showed

Mostly on my brain.

 

3.Drooling shadows come,

Closing in on me,

But they can’t surpass

My immunity.

 

4.Flowers on my wrists

Blossomed in my heart,

White petals on cliffs

Glowing in the dark.