Autumn feeling

Dust

1.How can you not love autumn,

It is dust everywhere,

Outside, on people’s faces,

And I feel it in my hair.

2.Dust in my room

And on all the things which bloom,

Dwelling on all shelves,

Casting back the afternoon.

3.Dust on my cat,

Lying all over my flat,

Even on the bed

Where all day I dreamed and sat.

4.Dust in my mind

Makes me feel so terrified,

That it hides the love,

Makes it difficult to find.

5.Dust in the air,

Dancing in golden sunflare,

Between naked twigs,

All day I could stop and stare.

6.Dust above things

And, above all,

It gently falls in layers

And envelopes my soul.

I am arrogant

Rap ballad of letting go

1.Life is sad without hope,

But better than with disappointments;

It gets boring sometimes,

Way better than useless appointments.

2.I changed so much over last year,

And don’t go out so much these days,

It’s not because of some odd fear,

Just wanna have things go my way,

If that’s ok.

3.Judging by the way things occure,

When flower pots lure animals,

Either the end or dictature,

Ineffable, like chemicals,

One will happen.

4.I don’t wanna waste my time now,

It’s more scarce than polonium,

Who has to know finds out somehow,

In pages or delirium,

Not my job how.

5.I stopped convincing everyone,

That they look up to psychopaths,

Who, when they think the deed is done,

Will throw you like a used condom,

Under the sun.

6.Because my time is almost done,

And who must know finds out somehow,

I’ll take a walk under the sun,

Invisible to everyone,

Cuz they look down.